I’m already lost in the night
But they said don’t open your eyes
Don’t fathom to see we’re too late
In a big mistake
I’m all alone trying to find a way home
Like an untethered boat digress drifting
Slowly drifting away from shore
Like a shadow sailing into infinity
With gnawing dement
From the teeth of the black sea
And the gales
Conjuring ghosts with every breath
Through polar nights
And midnight suns
Through the noise of memories
Blurred into a dream
That fades into the color of silence
It feels so cold
seeping through the cracks
It fills with noise
But the more I resist
The more I become part of this
It doesn’t matter if I open my eyes
There is just one sight
So naked and terrifying in its simplicity
A dream in a graveyard
A shadow staring into infinity
And it’s the hardest thing
To see what is really there
Until it's gone
Until it's gone
Until it's gone
credits
from Golgotha's Dream,
released October 27, 2017
Written and produced by Jeremiah Savage
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